It's how I thought I could trust, how I realised. How I opened my eyes, how I lost you, how I thought you trusted me too. It's how I have the feeling I'm making a big mistake. How I'm tired of asking myself questions. How I wonder how I pick my friend. How I wish I had more. How I'd love to be important like them. How jealousy kills me. It's how I'm born right out of my time. How I wish someone gave me good advice too. How I'm tired of always being here for everyone, how I realised I wasn't the selfish one. It's how I wish he'd love me back, and everything would be so fine. It's how I want to leave, how paradise collapsed under my weight. How I'm not meant to be here, how sometimes I wish I was never born at all. It's how I'm loosing the people around me because I'm not pretty. It's how much it hurts when you realise time won't heal this damage anymore. It's how you've realised long time ago life was complicated, but wherever you go it follows you. It's how it's already too much to carry you're life and all the complications that goes with it, but it's even harder, to carry someone elses. It's how, you're what I need.